The truth is I still care and always will. I'm not the type of girl to let people walk out of my life and pretend that they don't matter anymore. I may not talk to him or her but, I still care. I'm always going to think back to my life and say I wondered what happened to so and so. I hope they're alright. I will actually mean it. That is the type of person I am. Once you're in my heart, you're there forever.
My worst nightmare: That one day, some girl will take my spot. That one day a girl will sit with you, laugh with you, smile with you, and have a good time with you. That one day a girl will realize that you're amazing. That one day that girl becomes your girlfriend. That one day she takes my spot for good. That one day you will forget about me because you're busy thinking about her. Yeah, that scares me the most. Because, I want to be that girl. I want to be the only girl. I don't want anyone to take my spot. Why? Because, if anyone takes my spot; there won't be anyone else who can take yours…which is probably going to be the worst reminder that I lost my spot to her.